22 years, 4 hours and 14 minutes

[Amanda_George]

I lost my first twin 22 years, 4 hours and 15 minutes ago.

His name is Angeloh and if he'd followed in my footsteps he'd have made me a grandmother, finished his studies at college, got a mortgage and been married (in that order) by now.

I'm only 40 years old but seeing it written down like that makes me feel old.

It's now until the end of February that I really need the ADs but it's too late to try a different one now 'cos it takes 6 weeks for them to kick in and I've only got 8 days to struggle through.

It's the same every year.



22 years, 4 hours and 25 minutes now

[Pip]

Sending positive thoughts and hugs  - I know nothing will ease the pain, just know I am thinking off you.

[Amanda_George]

Thank you Pip... just gotta get through the 6th October and I'll be fine again... I hate these dates more than my due date each year!