Author Topic: Social Services and my Breakdown.  (Read 2077 times)

SocialServicesFighter

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Social Services and my Breakdown.
« on: January 29, 2011, 09:35:04 PM »
I had a meeting with social services yesterday (the first meeting in ages) and when my turn to talk came, I felt physically sick to my stomach and my hands and body shook again.
My hands especially, haven't shaken that bad since I was going through my breakdown 3 and a half years ago.

Not that I'm scared or feel intimidated by SS, but it's the breakdown I suffered years ago because of them, raising it's head again and letting those emotions out physically.

The meeting was on friday at 2:30pm and I've just managed to sleep from friday 5:30pm till saturday 8:30pm. 27 hours!
Again this is something that hasn't happened since I was going through my breakdown.


I'm not going to see my Doc because I know why it's all happening, just thought I'd post my recent activity, in hope it makes sense to others on here and helps toward their own solutions.
Everyone has a b@stard, whether it's an Inner Demon, or some self important @rse who looms over your every move.
The trick is to not let the b@stards grind you down. Shed a cleansing tear, then stand tall and be humbled in knowing that you are much better than they will ever be...
... and you will get stronger.

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Re: Social Services and my Breakdown.
« Reply #1 on: January 29, 2011, 09:50:53 PM »
Hi Ssf so sorry things are tought, the problem when others are trying to draw you out, they really take things out of you.  The tiredness is surmount.  I know I'm can advise (wish I could take my own) but keep the faith, and try and do things you enjoy.  For me today its is eating even be it is nice food, not the best thing when you depressed.  Take care.x 
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Re: Social Services and my Breakdown.
« Reply #2 on: January 29, 2011, 10:30:50 PM »
(((Hugs))) SSF, no advice it's a good thing that you're processing and know why you're feeling like this.  Social services frustrate the heck out of me  ::)

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Re: Social Services and my Breakdown.
« Reply #3 on: January 31, 2011, 06:53:50 AM »
Thanks for the replies guys, I've started a journal on how I'm dealing with my stuff.
Everyone has a b@stard, whether it's an Inner Demon, or some self important @rse who looms over your every move.
The trick is to not let the b@stards grind you down. Shed a cleansing tear, then stand tall and be humbled in knowing that you are much better than they will ever be...
... and you will get stronger.