Hmm well where do I start? I am the mother of two lovely children (teenagers) I got divorced from their father when they was young and met a lovely man who I had 7 lovely years with until he died of cancer that will have been 4 years ago this year.
A year later I met another lovely man who moved in with me and my 2 children, the thing is he became ill with epilepsy and had to have 6 months off of work and was constantly in and out of hospital, as you can imagine I hate hospitals and everything keeps coming back up again. I have had counselling for my grief.
Well now there are a lot of money troubles, sooooo many troubles and I can't talk to him because I don't want to set off his epilepsy, my mum just shrugs her shoulders and don't want to know. I'm sooo tense I don't want to do anything I just get up go to work and look normal but instead I feel like i'm going to be sick, im just so tense I feel like theirs a big ball of tense in me that just dont want to come out sometimes i feel like i can't breathe with it.
I just want it to go away, I just want some comfort, someone to look after me take all this horrible mess away and say yes it will be alright
