Well I joined this forum yesterday in the depths of despair - today is another day and I feel much better today for making a decision in the hope that very soon I'll be feeling better. The short story is I've been on fluoxetine for the last ten years - a few gaps in between but always going back on it. Only 20mg but seems enough to keep me relatively stable. Anyway, around Christmas I decided I was going to wean myself off them slowly, I had thirty tablets left, was fed up of having to see a doc every three months (getting an appointment being a nightmare) plus I was feeling better and one of the side effects was really getting me down - the hot flushes! 😬 - I've done really well and battled to stay off them but yesterday I admitted to myself I wasn't doing so great after all. I was supposed to go to mum and dad's for Sunday lunch with the family and my gorgeous nephews and I just couldn't face it. These are my nephews who I never give up an opportunity to see! I came into work, spoke to my lovely colleague about how I was feeling and she told me to speak to my mum. So at 930am this morning I rang my poor mum in tears - she said to me she'd been worried about me as I'd seemed quieter recently and that not going to a family lunch was not like me. On talking to my best friend afterwards she admitted to me that she'd been worried about me but didn't want to mention it as she didn't want me to feel like she was forcing me back on the tablets (at this point I did tell her off as I need her to help me with me living alone if she thinks I'm not right as sometimes we cannot see it ourselves?). Anyway got an emergency appointment with my doc, apologised to him for taking an emergency appointment when my arm wasn't falling off as I couldn't wait three weeks to see a doc, and promptly burst into tears! So I didn't need to really explain why I was there! He suggested Setraline as he'd had no complaints of hot flushes so I've got 28 days of these to try and if they don't agree with me, ill be back on the sweaty fluoxetine. Thanks for listening to my rambling x