My old job (I only worked part-time) it seemed everyone knew, and it annoyed me, anything happened and it was "my anxiety" and managers I never really spoke to would know. This was a huge company.
And now that I've left there and no one knows. I'm struggling in my new job and trying not to show it but don't know what to do for the best? I had a breakdown at work after only being there for a few weeks, as I'm an apprentice they rang college and someone came in to talk to me, it was awful but most of the teachers I work with mention how many times they have cried at work. So I don't think they realise what it is, but yet I stress out and try to hide panic attacks occasionally. I do wonder what people think at work though, like whether they think there is something wrong or not. I've had it mentioned that I don't share a lot about my life with people, that's because it's all misery!
I'm also worried because I work in a school that I wouldn't be allowed to if they knew how bad I'm feeling. (My stepmum used to tell me I'd never work with kids cause I'm crazy)
