Just wondering

[Maru]

Ok im gonna type this very fazst because i know that if i stop to think about it il get embarased or think i shoudnt open up[ or whatever and change my mind and not post..

Does anyoemn here ever feel like maybe theyre suppodsed to feel like this? That this is just how you're meant to be and that you just arent designred to be a happy person? I ned to know if thisis a crazy way to feel.

[lightenup]

Maru, my husband is finding my situation very difficult to cope with, as he told my therapist I was the one he could always lean on and was always happy go lucky.  Always laughing and always full of fun. 

[junior]

Hi Maru, I feel the same most days, its can be very hard to smile but all we can do is try to fight back.
Junior

[Maru]

thanks for the replies, and sorry about the weirdness of my first post but every other time i tried to post that question i bottled it half way through typing...
Its kind of nice to know that im not the only one that gets this feeling, i just wish i knew how to shake it, even if it was just for one day

[Maru]

PS also sorry about how long it took me to respond, my PC decided to short circuit and fry itself so i cant get online much at the moment :-/

[MINDFUL HELP]

Ok im gonna type this very fazst because i know that if i stop to think about it il get embarased or think i shoudnt open up[ or whatever and change my mind and not post..

Does anyoemn here ever feel like maybe theyre suppodsed to feel like this? That this is just how you're meant to be and that you just arent designred to be a happy person? I ned to know if thisis a crazy way to feel.

Hi Maru,

hope you are feeling better today. Everyone deserves to he happy, I don't think people are designed to be unhappy (or depressed) however it depends on their situation and their surroundings. If you ever want to chat please let me know.

thanks and take care  :)

[Maru]

Thanks for the reply Mindful Help, i had a look at that website you posted - it looks good :-)

The stuff where you compare depression to a broken leg really made me think, I find it very hard to ask for help or talk about it, but I'm not really sure why... Do you think its possible to get effective help without opening up?

I like my mind to stay my own if you know what I mean, besides, I think anyone would run a mile if I shared all my thoughts and feelings, they even scare me sometimes.

[MINDFUL HELP]

Thanks for the reply Mindful Help, i had a look at that website you posted - it looks good :-)

The stuff where you compare depression to a broken leg really made me think, I find it very hard to ask for help or talk about it, but I'm not really sure why... Do you think its possible to get effective help without opening up?

I like my mind to stay my own if you know what I mean, besides, I think anyone would run a mile if I shared all my thoughts and feelings, they even scare me sometimes.

Hi Maru,

I've just Private messaged you if thats ok, hope you didn't mind.

Mindful Help