Well hello again to all members I have not posted or in fact been on the site for quite a while now since my last update about my life which at that time was going very well and I'm pleased to announce that my life once again is still on the steady tracks and I am still as genuinely as happy as I have ever been in my life and its all down to a wonderful woman who I would die for.
It's coming up for my birthday on Wednesday and already I look back to what I was doing last year and how miserable and low I really was compared to the now x as this week I am going to be PROPOSING to my parter x. Oh boy how life has changed so much for myself x I have moved in with my partner and her two children which I will admit is a struggle sometimes to deal with of course I think that is only natural, we are trying for our own baby and trying to get a house together as well, I really do have a family of my own and sometimes even thinking about it brings me to tears as I have never thought in a million years I would be in this situation
Of course nothing in life is perfect one of the boys has been diagnosed with ADHD and is a big struggle sometimes and does have an impact in our relationship and his supposed dad now does jog want anything to do with him but non the less you still need to struggle on , I do get bad moments but thankfully my partner manages to pull me through.
Only big personal problem is myself and my head I don't know if its due to the depression I know it's always going to be there but I have been put on propranolol for my head been on it a few days but seen very little change x
Other than that I hope everyone is doing well
