Hi im new to the forums. My name is Becca, i am 24 years old. I have suffered from clinical deppression for several years and have been put on loads of diffrent anti deppresents noone of which are yet to make much diffrence. I think most of my deppression stems from losing my brother when i was 18, he was 5 weeks old and i have never been able to get past losing him. In 2011 i broke my leg which didnt hel for 12 months meaning i was unable to work during this time, i have always had problems with my weight and during this time i put on alot more, i also self harmed alot. In september 2012 i was cleared my gp to start work again, since then i have had 3 jobs and lost them all due to not being fit enough to do the jobs, because of my weight and partly because i now have ostio arthritis in my leg which makes being on my feet all day hard work. , I feel like a failure. I am living with my parents again now, my brothers really dont like me and make it obvious they dont want me there. I just need some help, i dont know what to do.
