Hi all :)

[Welshcowboy]

Hello all,
I've suffered with depression for 4 years or so, or at least it was noticed as depression.

In basic I think I have depression due to loss, over the past few years ive been up the top and crashed to the bottom, I level off and then something will happen and bang... Life becomes unbearable.

In the past 12 months I've lost both my dad and my dear grandmother who I was really close to, and of late found out my partner of 8 years had been cheating the whole duration of our relationship.
As a newly single person without my usual support network I'm finding my depression becoming worse.
My trouble is that I deny my illness to anybody and find myself always having to act like everything is fine and so am I, so alone time is think and cope with time.

I'm here to be open and honest and to speak with people who have been through what I am, or to meet and talk to people who understand.

I look forward to getting to know you guys on the forum.

C

[Pip]

 sign0016 , bereavement is difficult anyway and harder when you suffer with depression.  You will be made to feel very welcome by the members here who are supportive no matter how they are feeling 

[Welshcowboy]

sign0016 , bereavement is difficult anyway and harder when you suffer with depression.  You will be made to feel very welcome by the members here who are supportive no matter how they are feeling 

Thanks Pip :)

[stewart]

Hi Cowboy, welcome to the forums...

sorry to hear of your loss, having to battle depression and bereavement at the same time is no easy thing to do.

I hope you find your time here helpfull

[The Pastor]

Welcome  0158

[Hulk Hogan]

Hi and welcome
i hope you you will find a great help here i know i have  *()

[Welshcowboy]

Thanks for the welcomes guys.
Look forward to finding this place useful for both recieving and giving support.

[musicken]

Hi Welshcowboy

sounds like you've had a really rough time.  just wanted to add my welcome.

[Sweetpea]

Hi and welcome to the forum.  You have been through so much.  We are a friendly bunch here and all help and support each other.

S x x x x

[Catbrian]

Hi and welcome to the Forum.  You have suffered too much loss and deceit.  This is the place to be open and honest.  Everyone understands and will give as much support and advice as we possibly can

[Zaf]

Hi and welcome  *()

I think most of us put a brave face on but inside can be dying, you are definitely not alone 

Z xxx

[Nay]

Hello lovely. Welcome to the forum. I'm sorry to hear of your losses  Everyone here is so supportive, we all help each other as much as we can x