Its been a while since I have been on here and posted, I am stunned by reading some of the things I have been saying because my life has completely transformed in a space of a few months, I thought I would come on and share and hopefully give other people hope that depression is not always going to be a constant in your life and that you can be happy.
I am not taking any medication what so ever since Jan 1st and I feel fantastic, I have had terrible problems with work not knowing if I would be left with a decent career and thankfully that has worked out, and now I have found a fantastic beautiful woman who we have both fallen in love with and are talking about having a child and our future together, we just seem made for each other, she knows everything about me and I know everything about her, and I love her to death, as I always say to her now I know what it is to be genuinely happy.
Just last year i attempted to end my life and look at what has happened since then it has been nothing short of a miracle, I was really bad last year and did not see any future for myself and now i look at myself and think how lucky I am to be here and to be with a sensational woman, im just so happy all the time, non stop smiling and some times in tears at how happy I am.
trust me when i say this if I can find happiness im sure others who are battling the same problems as I was can find happiness as well.
