Scared

[Catr1na]

im terrified of myself right now, ive suffered from depression for a while but this time its worse than ever,I am constantly thinking about killing myself even cut my wrist too see how bad it would hurt. My self harm is getting out of control cant seem to get any relief and im not sleeping. My mum took me back to the GP yesterday and he has refered me to the crisis team they are coming tomorrow to see me and he gave me 2 sleeping tablets. Im on 100mg sertraline. Last night i was thinking what i would write to my kids in a suicide note and the thought what if i took the with me popped into my head im absolutely terrified now what sort of monster thinks that i dont know what to do.

[Zaf]

I  hope the crisis team can help

Z xxx

[Pip]

I do too  %^%