Having a bad one

[Viola]

Can't seem to sleep enough today, my thoughts are jumbled up, memory horrific, wondering if i'm bipolar, keep on wanting to cry but can't, headaches, wondering if i'd be better off dead (won't do anything though). I keep myself grounded by knowing this is my ill-ness talking and it will get better but having such an awful day today i wish i could just hide away in a black room and be left alone until it passes. Why is life so hard and silly for? 

[Buttercup]

Really feel for you  %^% %^%

[Sweetpea]

(((( hugs )))) for you. Depression is awful. S x x x x