Thats how its always been- don't worry how she feels. She'll get over it. I keep having highs and now I'm on my low... they creep up on me when certain things happen. Things I've put up with for years, thinking I've got control and I can get on, but I can't.
Its the same things...over and over and over and over and over and over again. Some people say they don't like change and think its safer to stick with the same old things...I can't flippin wait for change! I keep kidding myself thinking i'll give this whole living at home another chance... every other day...every other week.
I have atleast a year left of living here...
I'm 21....
Today just made my ticking bomb nearly explode... I came back in from college at half 4, since then up until half an hour ago I've been getting on with my college work. Its my final year I want to make sure I do everything as soon as I can so I don't get in a pickle. Mum ''We have an inspection tomorrow, if you dont clean the bathroom then you'll suffer the consequences, and you know what will happen'' She wont let my boyfriend stay the weekend.. I'm 21 years old... and I get spoken to like this. Every single day. I get dictacted by a complete control freak every single day.
Everytime I get this low...it feels lower and lower each time. How can someone think their actions are so normal and doesnt care how someone else feels. I get spoke too as if im in the way of their life (mum and stepdad) I'm there to clean up after them. Listen to them put me down all the time. How much longer can I truely take.
