Hi again Jess,
Hopefully you read my reply to your post - I know this doesn't sound very convincing but I do understand everything you are feeling right now.
And whether you want to listen to me or not, please, don't do this! Right now you are probably thinking that everything is completely pointless, and there isn't anything worth living for, and that you don't want to feel like this anymore. Believe me, I've been there.
But THERE IS a way out of this, because I'm getting through it myself, and I promise that it's NOT IMPOSSIBLE, although I'm sure you think it is right now.
**Please, see your GP immediately, and tell him about what has been going on with your suicidal thoughts, plans and almost actions. Once you have talked to your GP, look into possible therapies that you can have, or medication. Then, return here at least, and I'm here to talk to. I check everyday to reply to people.**
My e-mail is:
heather_xox@msn.com
& I'm also on Facebook, if you message me your full name, I’ll try to find you (if you are on there)
And I’ll try my best to talk you through this, because talking does help, it makes you feel a little less isolated and alone.
So either message me on here, or e-mail me, I’m always here, I wouldn’t want you to think that you are all alone in this!
I really hope you read this as soon as possible, hopefully I’ll hear from you soon!
Take care, I mean it!
xxxxx