Hi Folks,
As per the topic title, I finally got to see a psychiatrist on Monday and she prescribed me 50mg Seroquel along with my 20mg Citalopram. I didn't know what it was at first, so went home and Googled, only to find out it's an anti-psychotic, which concerns me greatly.
I spoke to a friend of mine who used to be a psychiatric nurse who said, 'broadly speaking, mental health can be split into psychotic - disorders of thought - and neurotic - disorders of mood. But sometimes treatment for psychotic illnesses can leak across into treating depression/anxiety as well.'
I can only draw the analogy that it's similar to ibuprofen treating lots of different kinds of pain, but I still feel disconcerted, ashamed and concerned that I've been given this drug.
The psychiatrist herself wasn't brilliant. I took along some notes I'd made as I stammer, just to give an outline, which she needed almost persuading to read. Then she nearly bit the secretary's head off when she was informed that she had an appointment at the police station. If it wasn't for the fact that the rest of the staff seemed to know who she was and addressed her as 'doctor,' I'd have assumed she took a wrong turn at Sainsburys. She then mentioned 'personality disorder,' to which I said, 'well, surely everyone's personality is to an extent disordered?' But then she started grumbling about her workload.
She also didn't think I was cyclothymic at all, because I couldn't describe any mania or hypomania to her. She said, 'you may just have unipolar depression.'
I've never been arrested, experience no hallucinations, don't do any of that stuff at all. I just sometimes get very, very bleak periods.
Could anyone offer me some reassurance, please?
Thank you!
TC