So I've had a really rather weird day today!
I had a massive confrontation with my dad regarding my treatment and my reluctance to register with a new GP. He went as far saying I was being irrational (which hurt) nd that he didn't care how I did it but I needed to get my act together. He proceeded to ask when I said I was fine , out of anger and wanting him to leave me alone, why then was I going to councilling and taking medication. He also asked if I even wanted to finish my degree at all which was just spiteful as he knows how much it means to me and if I had my choice I would not be taking a year out.
Anyway, I digress,
The weird thing is when I left the house with my brother and his partner to go into town for a change of scenery it was awful. As soon as we got into the busy town centre I got a bit panicky and knew I wanted to go home. I didn't feel like myself at all and started to get trembling hands and get all hot and bother like on would during a panic attack. I was so relieved when we got home. Perhaps it was the fact that I haven't really left the house for a couple of weeks but it was quite a horrid experience. It's also a problem I haven't really had anymore as I hated more than everything being around all those people and I couldn't take the noise.
Has anyone else experienced this? And if so, how do you cope with it as if it continues it is going to make daily life extremely difficult. Your thoughts and advice would be greatly appreciated.
I hope this finds you all well
Fox
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