anyone out there who gets 'it'?

[trees]

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[Zaf]

Hi and welcome :)


Yes mornings are worst for me too

Z x

[Ezel]

The first two hours are worst.

[trees]

Hi Z. Thanks for making me welcome.

Do I talk openly on here about what's been happening?

Em

[Zaf]

You can do or if you feel the need for more privacy you can have access to Our Private Space

Z x

[KateG]

Hi and welcome

Mornings seem to be worst for most of us here, I wish I knew why

We all understand, so feel free to share as much as you're comfortable with  !+_

Kate x

[trees]

I kinda get that time scale pip.

My drive to work is getting horrendous.

Like I'm on my own, and reminders and signs come up EVERYWHERE.

I want to stop hurting.

I don't want to cry.

I don't want to feel anything at the minute.

I want to disappear.

But then there's this voice inside me screaming out 'get back up, you can do it'. But also I'm exhausted of getting back up and on my surf board of life.

[Zaf]

Are you on any medication Em?

Z x

[trees]

I have so many friends. But none I feel I can tell how much I'm hurting, and how low and depressed I am.

And I'm beginning to get scared.

I just want her. And its hard cuz she's asked me to walk away.

I'm not complete with out her. I know in my heart I will never be and I wasn't before her. She is my missing piece, the single thing that makes me - me.

I know I'm her missing piece. She told me, but I also feel it, right in my very core and being.

[Zaf]

We all understand what its like to be depressed so you dont have to worry about that

Z x

[trees]

No Z.

I didn't want to be medicated.

I do see a therapist monthly. I'm just struggling.

[Sweetpea]

Hello and    +_+ to the forum.  We are all understanding here.

S x x x x

[trees]

Thanks Shaz

Its the mornings that kill me.

Like, if I could just have someone to just give me a 'lift' to help me not cry in a morning and to have a little bit of fight in me to get through it for a glad day.

Any hints and tips please share.

I feel like I'm going insane!!!

[Zaf]

No Z.

I didn't want to be medicated.

I do see a therapist monthly. I'm just struggling.

I dont like taking meds but personally I find that in conjunction with counselling it works best for me.  Everyone here will help as much as they can

I think there is a reason mornings are worse, something to do with our brain chemistry

Z x

[KateG]

This place is at least as good as medication and counselling if not better. I don't know how I would cope otherwise. So I come on here as often as I can