Bad week

[shakyelvis]

A long while since I been here. Had an awful time recently with my head. Married to my work and married to my bosses daughter. Totally tied in. If I moan about work my wife just says it could be worse. She agrees with her dad all the time. I can't open up to my wife so keep it all in. Ive been on depression medication for years but I know this is the root cause. I offered to leave but thet talked me out of it. My wife doesn't work so feel I have to carry on. I love my job but totally oppose what my boss is doing. Ive been there 19 years and every year I've felt worse. To the point I am just bursting into tears, and even contemplating ending it all. Only the thoughts of upsetting my beautiful children, 15 and 12, are stopping me. Its a constant battle in my head with work and trying to cope for the sake of my kids. Its getting harder though all the time. Thanks for reading

[Sweetpea]

This sounds a very difficult situation for you. Hopefully by talking about it here you can get some relief from your bad thoughts  !+_

S x x x x

[mamalou]

That sounds really difficult. Hope you feel some release chatting here.  !£!

[KateG]

That's a really hard thing to cope with. We're here to listen  !£!

[Zaf]

Thats a very difficult situation, I'm tied to work for family reasons too but have finally realised my health must come first do I've started gradually extracating myself from the situation which is proving every bit as difficult as I thought but the lack of work related stress is beginnng to help my general condition

Z x