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Re: Does anyone else keep having suicidal thoughts?
« Reply #15 on: June 08, 2012, 08:51:05 PM »
Death is the light at the end of my long dark tunnel.

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Re: Does anyone else keep having suicidal thoughts?
« Reply #16 on: June 08, 2012, 09:48:51 PM »
It is worrying that you feel this way. Suicide is not the option. If things get any worse please ring crises team.

Your depression is temporary perception and the cure is not suicide.

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Re: Does anyone else keep having suicidal thoughts?
« Reply #17 on: June 09, 2012, 03:13:02 PM »
Stevie,
I'm exhausted and totally desperate right now. It really feels that there is no other way out.
Thank you for taking the time to reply to my post.

Louise

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Re: Does anyone else keep having suicidal thoughts?
« Reply #18 on: June 09, 2012, 07:01:05 PM »
Louise...believe me, I can relate to what you are saying about death. My depression has taken me to that spot many times. You must remember, however, that this is your depression talking. Once you have recovered from this dark moment you will look back on this with a stronger understanding.

Hang on in there....call someone or write some more

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Re: Does anyone else keep having suicidal thoughts?
« Reply #19 on: June 09, 2012, 08:33:02 PM »
In a really bad place :-( don't think I can do this anymore

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Re: Does anyone else keep having suicidal thoughts?
« Reply #20 on: June 09, 2012, 08:34:24 PM »
Can we help?
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Re: Does anyone else keep having suicidal thoughts?
« Reply #21 on: June 09, 2012, 08:36:03 PM »
talk to me, anything, dont care    please
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Re: Does anyone else keep having suicidal thoughts?
« Reply #22 on: June 09, 2012, 08:39:02 PM »
We are here for you

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Re: Does anyone else keep having suicidal thoughts?
« Reply #23 on: June 09, 2012, 08:39:43 PM »
We are here to to talk xxx
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Re: Does anyone else keep having suicidal thoughts?
« Reply #24 on: June 09, 2012, 08:44:21 PM »
mum on phone in tears today, dad controls her so much, meant to go away with them, family holiday he decided after i booked and paid for to pull out, husband livid, also control freak, not allowed out or have friends, he hates my friends, talks to me through kids, son smashed windows mowing, i get screamed at i should be cutting grass, i was at work, so many other things for such a long time, all got too much today with my dad

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Re: Does anyone else keep having suicidal thoughts?
« Reply #25 on: June 09, 2012, 08:46:15 PM »
Really, really feel for you Amanda, have you told anyone else about this?  &*( &*(

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Re: Does anyone else keep having suicidal thoughts?
« Reply #26 on: June 09, 2012, 08:48:46 PM »
been with him 17 years, like a running joke, whats he done now kind of thing, try and tell whoever will listen no one takes it serious, no one knows how close i am to topping myself today, really had enough, i thought my parents were ok, its too many things wrong all at once

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Re: Does anyone else keep having suicidal thoughts?
« Reply #27 on: June 09, 2012, 08:51:12 PM »
Its must be a really difficult situation Amanda, somehow you do need to speak to someone to help you loosen the grip your dad husband have over you, there must be some sort of help groups around xxxx
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Re: Does anyone else keep having suicidal thoughts?
« Reply #28 on: June 09, 2012, 08:51:55 PM »
Feel for you Amanda I was also married to a controling man, its very hard  &*(.

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Re: Does anyone else keep having suicidal thoughts?
« Reply #29 on: June 09, 2012, 08:53:18 PM »
I have removed my post as it doesn't feel right.
« Last Edit: June 09, 2012, 09:13:04 PM by mamalou »