does it ever get to the point where you dont want to ask for help anymore?

[Zaf]

I think sometimes we just get too tired to keep up the fight

[mrmoody]

I speak only personally. Using depression forums is not futile. over the years I have met some good people via them.I just come on some days and want to say ' I feel like &$%+ and want to take my life' and I just cant be bothered to post.

[CharleysAngel']

I know how you feel, sometimes I wonder if anything anyone does for me is going to help, because it doesn't feel like it. I feel like I am going to be stuck like this forever, that its never going to get better. I don't think I will ever be happy, I can't seem to make friends with anyone and my parents don't really want to know either. I was in a session with my counsellor today and she used the phrase ' you feel that even your own mother doesn't like you' reality hit me so hard I thought I was going to throw up. No one really likes me and there is nothing I can do to change it, no amount of help will make people want to like me will it ?

[Buttercup]

I get what you're saying and you're right in that posting doesn't change certain situations. I guess I post because just typing my thoughts out helps me, I also find it very helpful when I am in a really bad patch, just posting gets me through. But that's just me and everyone deals with their feelings and emotions in different ways.

For me it takes away the sense of being alone, but then there are times when you just don't want to talk.  I know for me it won't go away and that's something I have to come to terms with.

Xxx

[mrmoody]

I hear you Icelolly, my parents dont talk to me anymore even though I love them both and miss them.and I likes ya. email me anytime. Alex