Can someone please help me?

[Keren]

thankyou for your message. i was really bad lastnight. youre right, i dont want to give up. i thought about what Kate said as well . thanks for saying what you did x

[mamalou]

 ^&^ Just wanted to send a hug. Haven't got anything useful to say but just wanted to acknowledge your post. Sometimes it feels good to know that someone is saying yes this happened to you and yes it really really matters and maybe this is the first step to dealing with your past.

Lots of love and a great big hug.

[Keren]

Thankyou so much.. Im trying so hard to get through this but it gets too much at times, like last night.  thanks for your message x

[Sweetpea]

 &*( &*( Keren

S x x x

[KateG]

Hope you're ok Keren

[CharleysAngel']

Hugs Keren xx

[Keren]

Thank-you for all your messages.. I was in a really bad way last night, I didn't want to go on anymore. I overdosed when I was 12, and last night was the worst Ive been since then.   I don't know how I got through it, but I did.. Ive hardly slept for days now so I suppose Im on auto-pilot or something.. Im thinking a bit more clearly at the moment. I have emailed NAPAC to see if they can offer me some help, but I know I wont be able to see someone, I can't do that,. But after last night I had to try something.. .Ive been dreading tonight coming.

[Zaf]

Thats a psitive step forward Keren, well done :)

Z xx

[Keren]

 how do i sleep? i cant think straight im so tired. im s stressed,, my head hurts. i this doesnt feel like its going to end,

[Keren]

ive emailed NAPAC. i hope ive done the right thing. i dont want to talk to anyone face to face

[Sweetpea]

That is a big positive step for you.  Did you put in your email that you will find it hard to talk and would prefer contact by email?

Take care

S x x

[Zaf]

Thats a huge step forward, well done :)

Z xx

[Keren]

I did put that i cant, or dont want to tallk to someone on the phone. I cant remember which now. Im so nervous now ive done it. Last night i felt that i desperately needed to talk to someone , i so nearly picked the phone up to ring the samaritans, but i couldntt do it. and it would still show up ont he phone bill so i cant anyway. Im feeling so stressed and tired

[Zaf]

youve made a huge first step, I'm sure they will realise you need to be contacted back by email

Z xx

[KateG]

That was really brave of you, well done