I'm looking for a new hobby, before I got ill I was a dancer and a cross country runner. I competed nationally and internationally in both of them and it was great. Now I don't have the energy or the motivation to train and as I did most of the dance choreographics myself it was very hard work and I'm just not up to it anymore.
I was in the carnival court for my town last year and I did enjoy it, and I really wanted to do it again this year but they didn't pick me. I haven't really got over it to tell you the truth, I thought I would have by now but I can't. It made me feel special, and beautiful like a real princess. But clearly I wasn't good enough this year.
I used to feel special all the time, because I was good at stuff, now I'm just boring. Ok so I get good grades but no teenager values someone for their grades, in fact, people hate me because I get better grades than them.
So anyway enough of the hard luck story, I'm looking for something I can do. I wanted to do horse riding, that's not quite as athletic as the other sports I did, but I don't know anyone else who does it. I want to do something with animals maybe. Any ideas anyone? Xx
