Want this to go away

[donnat]

woken up again feeling like i just want to disappear. i feel like i have been kicked in the stomach and just feel sick. i still can't eat. I just don't know what to do anymore I just want to feel normal

[Buttercup]

That's an awful feeling  &*( &*(

[donnat]

i just feel so alone 

[Buttercup]

I know just how you feel.  &*(

You're not alone, just keep posting here, we're here for you. Sometimes I feel so alone even though I have people around me and find it easier to talk to people on here.

Xxx

[donnat]

i have a house full of people, my friend is visiting for the weekend and my nephew is staying over to keep me company and my partner is here. but i feel like i want to just sit in bed and not move.

[Sweetpea]

 &*( for you. I understand the feelings of wanting to be alone.  Its hard to keep up the pretense of feeling ok in front of people when inside we are screaming.

We are here for you.

Take care

S x

[KateG]

&*( donnat, it's awful having people around when all you want to do is hide under the duvet

[Zaf]

I know that feeling well, I hope you feel better soon xxx

[Desperado99]

You're not alone  &*(

I remember days where I couldn't even sit on the sofa downstairs without feeling anxious (and having to retreat to the bedroom) and it was the people on this forum that got me through it

Hang in there  :)

[Zaf]

at my worst I couldnt get out of bed and would panic when the curtains were opened, I went to the garden centre today (with OH) and managed without only the slightest trace of anxiety :)

It does get better xxxx

[Sweetpea]

I too only remember not being able to get out of bed as I was so anxious, getting in the shower felt like trying to climb a mountain.  I can do these things without thinking now, so I can say it will get better.

S x

[donnat]

once again i am awake too early. woke up panicing again, heart pumping through my chest. i am having serious doubts about my relationship now and i dont know whether it is because i am feeling down or if its it's the cause of how i am feeling. i keep thinking of ways to make all this go away

[Buttercup]

In my case, it turned out that I felt the way I did about my partner because of how I was feeling. When I realised this I was shocked at how close I had come to throw everything away.

[donnat]

i moved in with his very recently and now i can't stand to be around him. i feel so trapped

[Buttercup]

It's different because I have been married for 12 years, but at times I feel the same way, I have almost thrown it away on a number of occasions but when I feel better I know that this is the man that I love the most in the world.
I'd give it a bit of time.