Dreading Summer

[gem]

I feel terrible saying it but! Feeling like this in the sunshine makes it worse -more guilty for not making the most of it. People around me will be making plans and there's less excuses to stay home. At least in the winter most people would rather be home in the warm. Hoping and wishing I could just snap out of this now. Couldn't even make the dinner tonight (it was dreadful but somehow my partner ate it) or put the washing machine on (apparently I just hadn't closed the bloody door properly). Tomorrow back to jobhunting -I mean seriously what jobs are there for this mindless, tired recluse?

Think I need some positive inspiration. What are you looking forward to this Summer?

gem x

[emmietaylor]

One thing I love about the summer is i can go outside in the garden with my shorts and t-shirt with my laptop and a good book and i love the gentle walking

[gem]

Thanks Emmie x Yeah I'm lucky enough to have a small garden and it's totally private so yeah I can sit out there in Summer. Sorry for the negativity -was feeling pretty low when wrote that. x

[emmietaylor]

I just dread the heat from the summer i don;'t get along with heat i get very weak and dizzy and exhaust very quickly