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I have been diagnosed, since 14 months ago ?????
« on: January 20, 2012, 06:46:55 AM »
i went to see a professor about 14 months ago and only found out yesterday i am suffering from severe depression ( news to me) to be honest i had no idea, i just thought it was my pain that was causing me to be down, i have another round of sessions,


getting well is my goal, but more importantly how do we stay well. 


is it ok to give the Councillor what i have written down in private documents about how i feel or is it better to talk, as my mind wanders all over.


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Re: I have been diagnosed, since 14 months ago ?????
« Reply #1 on: January 20, 2012, 08:38:08 AM »
If it was me I would take the documents, as a counsellor  he/she should be bound by confidentiality, so if its sensitive information it will go no further than you and him/her.  Try and talk about everything but if you can't then you either have your notes to refer to or you can give them the notes to read.

Hope this helps and I really hope it goes ok for you today.

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Re: I have been diagnosed, since 14 months ago ?????
« Reply #2 on: January 20, 2012, 03:19:00 PM »

definatly take the notes, they may still want you to talk, but they will at least keep the notes and read them

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Re: I have been diagnosed, since 14 months ago ?????
« Reply #3 on: January 20, 2012, 04:18:45 PM »
I agree with Steve, take the notes as back up or give to them to keep
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Re: I have been diagnosed, since 14 months ago ?????
« Reply #4 on: January 20, 2012, 06:24:00 PM »
Thanks all i appreciate your words, this has threw me a little as i have had very little treatment, how can we be left to suffer if we don't know the depression is creeping up i have had this for 14 months and may be longer, i am no further on may be a little worse since my meeting with the guy all that time ago,



how are these things left to rot as they say.


feeling a little sad at the moment, for not being told sooner, but to be honest i feel no different inside.


will take my note's along it may be easier on the mind, my Councillor says i am hypervidgalent  but they offer no way out of all this.


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Re: I have been diagnosed, since 14 months ago ?????
« Reply #5 on: January 20, 2012, 06:39:51 PM »

What do you mean by hypervigillant?

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Re: I have been diagnosed, since 14 months ago ?????
« Reply #6 on: January 20, 2012, 07:06:09 PM »
Hypervigilance is an enhanced state of sensory sensitivity accompanied by an exaggerated intensity of behaviors whose purpose is to detect threats. Hypervigilance is also accompanied by a state of increased anxiety which can cause exhaustion. Other symptoms include: abnormally increased arousal, a high responsiveness to stimuli, and a constant scanning of the environment for threats.[1][2] Hypervigilance can be a symptom of posttraumatic stress disorder[3] and various types of anxiety disorder. It is distinguished from paranoia. Paranoid states, such as those in schizophrenia, can seem superficially similar, but are characteristically different.
Hypervigilance is differentiated from dysphoric hyperarousal in that the person remains cogent and aware of his or her surroundings. In dysphoric hyperarousal, the PTSD victim may lose contact with reality and re-experience the traumatic event verbatim. Where there have been multiple traumas, a person may become hypervigilant and suffer severe anxiety attacks intense enough to induce a delusional state where the effect of the traumas overlap: e.g., one remembered firefight may seem too much like another for the person to maintain calm. This can result in the thousand-yard stare.
[edit]Symptoms

People suffering from hypervigilance may become preoccupied with studying their environment for possible threats, causing them to lose connections with their family and friends. They will 'over-react' to loud and unexpected noises; become agitated in highly crowded or noisy environments etc. They will often have a difficult time getting to sleep or staying asleep.[4]


people who are involved in my situation which could identify and collaborate what i am saying have been warned off with real threats, there have been episodes where i have been unable to explain a persons (not known to me) actions and very descriptive hand gesture's in the shape of a gun, which for some of the time was pointed at me.

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« Last Edit: January 20, 2012, 07:12:19 PM by lost rolex »
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Re: I have been diagnosed, since 14 months ago ?????
« Reply #7 on: January 20, 2012, 08:19:43 PM »

Doesnt sound like fun.

i was told by the psychiatrist that I was hyperaroused.

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Re: I have been diagnosed, since 14 months ago ?????
« Reply #8 on: January 21, 2012, 04:58:18 AM »
could be similar, depending where the threat originated from, ie "everyone's out to get me", or a "threat which has evidence within it's content". so i am hypervigillant with severe depression, two in direct opposition to each other, mix that with a big bag of Anger/Anxiety/stress/frustration/no self worth/and recklessness and we have something like a walking UXB  ;D


it's not fun, and strap all that to a body that's wracked with pain disabled and useless, then my is instincts automatically kick in when i am in  Flight/Fight mode because of some situation the stress comes in, i have no way of fighting or flying away, i am just stuck rooted like a rabbit in the head lights, just everything building up inside, no wounder i have been having pains in my chest.


this is going to kill me one way of the other mark my words.


Great  ::)


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right what about treatment.


 
« Last Edit: January 21, 2012, 05:05:31 AM by lost rolex »
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Re: I have been diagnosed, since 14 months ago ?????
« Reply #9 on: January 21, 2012, 01:20:32 PM »

it does not need to kill you.

It is very tough but you do have a family.

This is tempoary, horrible, but tempoary

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Re: I have been diagnosed, since 14 months ago ?????
« Reply #10 on: January 26, 2012, 07:57:12 AM »
Thanks Stevie my councilor said li looks like your medication has court up with me and is not doing it's job,  intrusive thoughts, so it's back to the GP to sort it out once again,


the therapy i need is in the note's i will look it up later and post it hear.


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Harmful intentions
particularly those involving deliberate acts exploitation, seem to cause longer-lasting and more painful emotional consequences than natural disasters. The crucial factor may be that such experiences destroys people’s trust in others, particularly if they involve someone you have depended on.