Hi mate, I have read your posts.
I have to be honest, but I am being honest only to be supportive rather than confrontational, so I am saying this with complete respect, hoping that if I am wrong then you will understand why I am thinking this...
I do have some experience with people with psychosis.....psychotic mania, psychotic depression and also scitzophrenia.
Some of you posts could easily be described as paronoid. I am not saying you are a liar by any means, I do beleive you think this is true...but you say that there are spys watching you, that a company is out to ruin you, that the doctors have deliberatly hurt you more than once, that you fly about in a helicopter. It sounds like classic panonoia.....you see what I am getting at?
Also...you are on haloperidol, and that is usually prescribed for schitzophrenia. They have given you that for a reason.
I am concerned for your welfare more than anything. You have mentioned use of class A stimulants, talked about over doses, harming yourself and sometimes a desire to confront and possibly harms others. Who do you live with? Do you have people around you?
Has anyone mentioned scitzophrenia to you, I have mentioned this to you twice and you have avoided answering directly.
Take care freind and best wishes,
I hope you arnt angered by my post, no offence is intended, I am just concerened and no one else has said anything, so I am prepared to take the bullet.
Steve