how did that happen ?????

[lost rolex]

just come over to see the forum and some how it logged me in with out doing anything, i am not automatically logged in either. hence this post.




anyway been feeling upbeat of late, i know the biggest problem is me, i have to protect myself from myself, i am so destructive inwardly, i have trouble with my spine but i will bend and pick things up, i know it going to hurt a lot but i do it, something in my head will not let me stop. The challenge, the bare faced ignorance, or the stupidness in me.


how do i protect myself from myself, always pushing the boundary's of my body to make it do things i did years ago, i find very painful now, suffering for it after wards.




LR  

[Lol]

I'm glad you have been feeling upbeat recently. It is difficult to have to accept our own limitations sometimes.

[lost rolex]

I'm glad you have been feeling upbeat recently. It is difficult to have to accept our own limitations sometimes.

Hi and thanks for your supportive posts i had a few issues a bit back thanks, i can not for the life of me accept these limitations and i will push and push till i do it. i tend to focus too much, having been the strong one the one who did everything as a man, it's been hard to accept the switch around, my wife married a strong man and now she's left with the shell of me, been affected psychically and mentally, well buggered up.


you see i can not move on till i have ticked the box done the chore even if it takes me all day, i will not focus on anything else, the urge is so strong to complete the task.

LR  

[Zaf]

somehow we do need to accept the things we can no longer do, either by finding other ways to achieve the same goal or altering our expectations

Its not always good to continue to push ourselves unfortunately

[Lol]

I understand what you are saying. You feel that it is so unfair to have limitations when you once didn't. Accepeting them feels like defeat and you wont be defeted. Are there any ways to outsmart it though? It takes you an hour to pick something up, but are there any aids that would help you to do it faster and stick 2 fingers up to limitation?; you have it, but you're not going to let it slow you down, you'll just find another way. ?

[lost rolex]

glad you mentioned a work around/another way



i spend a lot of time thinking about work around's be it drugs to take the pain away is my latest one i am after a drug which i think will help but my doctor is unable to prescribe it for me he said he would if he could but he can't, he sympathies with me  but he would loose his job. i have been wearing him down.

i had this drug and it gave me a 2-3 hour pain free experience which was beyond even my expectations i manged all sorts totally pain free i have CRPS as well the pain just went it was a numbing feeling, the pain was still there but muffled and i did not feel it, it's a very very powerful drug and only for breakthrough pain but i can control my pain with it and as i say it give me a 2-3 hour window. the pain i feel when i bend and stretch and carry is not there for me while i was medicated, i feel washed out after but it also allows me to help around the house, but it's not for me as i would need it long term and it would just rot my body away teeth first i am trying to get it for breakthrough pain but i will; not hold my breath.

LR

[Lol]

Pain is such a debilitating and depressing problem. I can't imagaine how difficult it is for you to live with this.

[Ezel]

just come over to see the forum and some how it logged me in with out doing anything, i am not automatically logged in either. hence this post.

Strange, that usually only happens if you ticked the box to automatically log you in when you visit the forum. Glad you're posting tho'  £$%