I suffer from depression panic attacked for 3 years now, I just don't want to live this way, I have tried to contact NHS but keep getting pushed aside because I am a white male in my 30s and get no help.
I suffer from ear infections on a regular basis, the property I’m in suffers from damp and mold, the building suffers from mold which adds to my depression and panic attacks, it has developed into OCD as well because I grind my teeth, I wake up with sweat patches on my bed and my tee shirt is soaked , I have no idea what to do. I had enough of my ear infections and was escorted off the premises by the security guards from the hospital, all i wanted was a proper diagnoses, not just 2 mins and here have drops see you in 6 weeks from doctors.
I have tried to get onto the council housing but have been refused, I just can’t live this way no more, I have tried to move properties, as I don’t work i can't find any, because of my depression and ear infections so it's impossible, I feel my life is totally screwed.
I don’t feel I have a way out, I cry.
I want to turn my life around but i seems that i just can't do it.