Thanx Beet for your reply.
My health, children, husband and happiness will come before this job without a shadow of a doubt.
I just hope my outburst last week has cemented the fact of 'don't annoy me or I'll blow'.
My husband and I have discussed all options and unfortunately due to our eldest son starting secondary school the money will be extremely useful in getting him through the most important educational stage of his life and him not having to miss out on trips etc.
During our discussion I have warned him that I will be unhappy, low, moody, tearful and to please cope with that until my days off. He said he will do that. He also suggested that I should start seeing my counsellor again to help me through my moods and low times. I agreed. In fact it's a very good idea as I don't want to go back on the medication again, only as a very last resort. I will now look forward to my block of days off, making every minute count and enjoy my time with my husband and children, just like I have for the last 6 days. I haven't cried for 6 days!!!! But tomorrow will be tough not to. Sorry if I am getting boring now x
