Hi Catb,
I went back to my GP, he seems to think all my symptoms are due to my high levels of anxiety, He gave me some Tamazepam and Diazepam to calm me down and help me sleep. I've only had one Diaz but I have taken Tamaz the last 2 nights.
I have to say having a couple of good night sleep has made a massive difference to my mood, I actually feel quite happy today and more in control of my emotions. Only thing is I can only have them for 1 week.
With Mirtazapine it really did help me sleep initially (as that was my main problem, I couldn't get to, or stay asleep) but then that wore off, I just hope its not the Mirt that's actually keeping me awake! I am starting to come round to the idea that my agitation and insomnia is my anxiety, made much much worse by the fact I can't sleep. Also I would have thought if it is the meds making me agitated I'd have had them from day 1, not a couple of weeks after.
He wants me to go back on Friday to see how I'm getting on, he has also referred me for CBT.
I really hope its not the meds as I go on hol on 27th so don't want to have to either change, or withdraw while I'm away!
