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Title: anyone out there who gets 'it'?
Post by: trees on June 20, 2012, 08:45:47 PM
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Post by: Zaf on June 20, 2012, 08:47:40 PM
Hi and welcome :)


Yes mornings are worst for me too

Z x
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Post by: Ezel on June 20, 2012, 08:51:22 PM
The first two hours are worst.
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Post by: trees on June 20, 2012, 08:51:57 PM
Hi Z. Thanks for making me welcome.

Do I talk openly on here about what's been happening?

Em
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Post by: Zaf on June 20, 2012, 08:54:13 PM
You can do or if you feel the need for more privacy you can have access to Our Private Space

Z x
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Post by: KateG on June 20, 2012, 08:55:36 PM
Hi and welcome

Mornings seem to be worst for most of us here, I wish I knew why

We all understand, so feel free to share as much as you're comfortable with  !+_

Kate x
Title: Re: anyone out there who gets 'it'?
Post by: trees on June 20, 2012, 08:56:19 PM
I kinda get that time scale pip.

My drive to work is getting horrendous.

Like I'm on my own, and reminders and signs come up EVERYWHERE.

I want to stop hurting.

I don't want to cry.

I don't want to feel anything at the minute.

I want to disappear.

But then there's this voice inside me screaming out 'get back up, you can do it'. But also I'm exhausted of getting back up and on my surf board of life.

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Post by: Zaf on June 20, 2012, 08:59:21 PM
Are you on any medication Em?

Z x
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Post by: trees on June 20, 2012, 09:01:26 PM
I have so many friends. But none I feel I can tell how much I'm hurting, and how low and depressed I am.

And I'm beginning to get scared.

I just want her. And its hard cuz she's asked me to walk away.

I'm not complete with out her. I know in my heart I will never be and I wasn't before her. She is my missing piece, the single thing that makes me - me.

I know I'm her missing piece. She told me, but I also feel it, right in my very core and being.
Title: Re: anyone out there who gets 'it'?
Post by: Zaf on June 20, 2012, 09:06:03 PM
We all understand what its like to be depressed so you dont have to worry about that

Z x
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Post by: trees on June 20, 2012, 09:09:45 PM
No Z.

I didn't want to be medicated.

I do see a therapist monthly. I'm just struggling.
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Post by: Sweetpea on June 20, 2012, 09:10:44 PM
Hello and    +_+ to the forum.  We are all understanding here.

S x x x x
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Post by: trees on June 20, 2012, 09:14:33 PM
Thanks Shaz

Its the mornings that kill me.

Like, if I could just have someone to just give me a 'lift' to help me not cry in a morning and to have a little bit of fight in me to get through it for a glad day.

Any hints and tips please share.

I feel like I'm going insane!!!
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Post by: Zaf on June 20, 2012, 09:16:36 PM
No Z.

I didn't want to be medicated.

I do see a therapist monthly. I'm just struggling.

I dont like taking meds but personally I find that in conjunction with counselling it works best for me.  Everyone here will help as much as they can

I think there is a reason mornings are worse, something to do with our brain chemistry :(

Z x
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Post by: KateG on June 20, 2012, 09:17:18 PM
This place is at least as good as medication and counselling if not better. I don't know how I would cope otherwise. So I come on here as often as I can
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Post by: trees on June 20, 2012, 09:24:21 PM
Damn brain chemistry.

Its like alarm goes off - my mind immediatly goes into 'yep, its still happening, she's still not back'.

I know we will be together. I need to get my anxiety levels down while we are apart.

Thanks Kate.

Anyone fancy being my PA and keeping me positive?!
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Post by: trees on June 20, 2012, 09:26:34 PM
How do I get a private forum?
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Post by: Zaf on June 21, 2012, 09:28:00 AM
I'll sort it now, you should then be able to see a section called Our Private Space

Z x

PS we all try to keep each other positive so you'll have lots of PAs ;)
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Post by: whiteadder on June 21, 2012, 10:04:34 AM
Welcome  "!+

 _+_
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Post by: Lavenderblue on June 22, 2012, 11:46:17 AM
Yes, mornings are really bad for me too. So many times I have gone back to bed for a couple of hours after the kids have gone to school :(
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Post by: pinkphoenix on June 28, 2012, 06:54:58 AM
Don't be afraid to speak on here. It's a wonderful supportive place and all of us are in the same boat. No one judges on here.

Emma xx