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alex1973

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not getting any better am I
« on: February 11, 2013, 10:20:17 AM »
what was the f***ing point in doing any of this when its doing no f***ing good??

Still depressed as badly as I was a year ago. Yes I bloody well feel like having a great big bloody drink and sod it.

Sick of antabuse and knitting groups and self help groups and medication and all that other rubbish that does no good
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Re: not getting any better am I
« Reply #1 on: February 11, 2013, 07:02:45 PM »
Please don't have a drink Alex. Its not the answer. Please try and stay strong. I am here for you  %^%.

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Re: not getting any better am I
« Reply #2 on: February 12, 2013, 10:08:36 AM »
thanks Sharon, I consider you one of my very few true friends. Even though I kept busy did all sort yesterday, jogging, typing my mates essay work for him, went to Aikido etc I still today feel like drinking again. I am so alone and so fed up and down.
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« Reply #3 on: February 12, 2013, 01:38:45 PM »
Don't ever feel alone Alex. You know I am here to listen. You are going through a very rough time. Try and stay strong, you will get there.

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Re: not getting any better am I
« Reply #4 on: February 12, 2013, 07:02:23 PM »
I've cut my drink consumption in the year and feel better for it - honest. Takes a while though and I can have one or two and no more instead of finishing off the bottle.   Booze will make it worse.    Have a good moan here instead1
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Re: not getting any better am I
« Reply #5 on: February 12, 2013, 07:13:34 PM »
its been a problem since 1995, my drinking has. I have tried a few periods of soberiety but always come back to booze. This time I decided to quit for good but this whole last week I have been very tempted to drink again. Just seem to be running on a treadmill and getting nowhere in life with anything
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Re: not getting any better am I
« Reply #6 on: February 12, 2013, 08:04:15 PM »
 %^% Alex.

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Re: not getting any better am I
« Reply #7 on: February 19, 2013, 06:03:12 PM »
Can ou get back on the antibuse Alex?

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Re: not getting any better am I
« Reply #8 on: February 19, 2013, 07:35:40 PM »
Alex, sorry no wonderful words of wisdom but not drinking for a week is a positive even if it doesn't feel like it  %^%
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Re: not getting any better am I
« Reply #9 on: March 12, 2013, 10:43:32 PM »
not drinking is a good step, but yoiu dont have to face it alone, we are all here to offer support on the forums.

can you talk to your doc and get support form there?
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