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no-one-special

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here goes
« on: January 18, 2012, 11:55:58 PM »
I have been looking for a same place , a  home kind of, for these thoughts. Sorry if I am in the wrong place or if it makes no sense.

I am not afraid of the monster

who lives across the road
who lives in silence
who stands there all alone

I don not care about the monster
who stares at me at night
who delights in my fear
who loves to see my fright

I am not scared of the monster
Sitting in my room
lurking in the shadows
or sitting by my bed

The monster I am afraid of
that terrifies me to the bone
is the monster that lives inside
and taunts me when i am alone
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Re: here goes
« Reply #1 on: January 19, 2012, 07:52:30 AM »
thats very good :)
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Re: here goes
« Reply #2 on: January 19, 2012, 11:46:31 AM »
Thats really good - really struck a chord xx
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Re: here goes
« Reply #3 on: January 19, 2012, 02:31:31 PM »
Very good - sounded really close to home.

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Re: here goes
« Reply #4 on: January 19, 2012, 02:32:01 PM »
sometimes it is easier to hide behind a verse
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Re: here goes
« Reply #5 on: January 19, 2012, 02:54:20 PM »
Puts me in mind of this song a little bit: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=csBW4smCU2w

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Re: here goes
« Reply #6 on: January 19, 2012, 06:40:01 PM »
What a beautiful song I only wish my words could hold such power &*(
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Re: here goes
« Reply #7 on: January 20, 2012, 08:04:12 PM »
The smile can hide a thousand hurts
A laugh can earn their trust
but who we are behind it all
sometimes becomes too much.

I wont let them see its hurting me
I wont let them share my pain
but in the deepest darkest parts
my heart is filled with shame.

I want to find my healing hands
the ones that fixed the rest
but all I find is pointless thoughts
that have got me in this mess
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Re: here goes
« Reply #8 on: January 20, 2012, 08:07:58 PM »
Thats brilliant :)
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Re: here goes
« Reply #9 on: January 20, 2012, 08:11:17 PM »
Once upon a time
not so long ago
I had a light inside my soul
A light that made me glow

I now stand in the shadows
and wonder where it went
I look in to the empty space
My light it has been spent.

I see my value through others eyes
I sense my worth through them
I use their light to guide my way
A path that leads to mayhem
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Re: here goes
« Reply #10 on: January 20, 2012, 08:12:35 PM »
Quote from: Zaf on January 20, 2012, 08:07:58 PM
Thats brilliant :)

Thank you being able to post my thoughts has really help  *(*
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Re: here goes
« Reply #11 on: January 21, 2012, 03:19:28 PM »
They are wonderful my dear. I havent wrtten anything for a while. I may start finding my muse again xz
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Re: here goes
« Reply #12 on: January 22, 2012, 06:48:17 PM »
I am

A mother
A daughter
A sister
A wife
A Worker
A cleaner
A nurse
A doctor
A childminder
A counsellor
A warden
A confidant
A lover
A cook
A carer
A referee
A judge
A jury


I wear so many hats is it any wonder I have lost who I am
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Re: here goes
« Reply #13 on: January 22, 2012, 08:27:09 PM »
Quote from: no-one-special on January 22, 2012, 06:48:17 PM
I am

A mother
A daughter
A sister
A wife
A Worker
A cleaner
A nurse
A doctor
A childminder
A counsellor
A warden
A confidant
A lover
A cook
A carer
A referee
A judge
A jury


I wear so many hats is it any wonder I have lost who I am


Never a truer word said.
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Re: here goes
« Reply #14 on: January 22, 2012, 09:05:30 PM »
I so agree.

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