thanks guys for replying, was diagnosed with anxiety first and started on propranolol a very mild dose, throughout the years I never really got much help, any time I went to doc they just prescribed more useless meds that had no effect, depression got bad about 2 years ago and was referred to psycharist, was on many different anti depressants (fluxatine was one of the main ones) and was prescribed anti psychotics which made me feel very drowsy, stoped all meds and treatment last year as I felt I didn't wana be on them anymore and did fine for good few months but recently before Xmas I got really really bad and got referred to another psycharists which has now tried 4 different meds in space of 3 months as some have no effect or leave me feeling very ill, was prescribed agomelatine to help me sleep, they are great but don't help with mood and anxiety, last anti depressant was sertraline but didn't have much effect so psycharist stoped and started me on a new med for anxiety it's called pregabalin it's an anti epilepsy drug and iv just started taking today, hopefully will help but not sure if it will help with depression and low mood, kinda feel all over place with meds as I can't find any that help with mood and anxiety, feels like nothing works, recently been through a very very bad emotional relationship which has knocked me off feet and left me feeling dangerously low, last few days felt unbareable , currently off sick from work, I work in retail and finding it tough with my illness, hopefully that will give you good idea about myself