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smirfy21:
I am Bulimic and I have struggled everyday since this whole thing started and it is slowly destroying my life. I also suffer from Bipolar disorder and have recently been placed in an outpatients program and a bulimia clinic once a week.
I thought that It would be good for me to start talking about how this is affecting me and how this whole thing developed. and if anyone would like to share their experiances or thoughts that would be great.
smirfy

Lol:
Hi Smirfy 21

I'm sorry you're going through this. What about this incredible difficult illness would you like to share with us?

smirfy21:
I dont really know what in particular I want to share I guess I just want to use this forum as a way or getting my feelings out. At the moment I guess I wish I knew how to tell them that I want to start eating normaly and that it is megga hard for me not to binge and vomit, that  I am sorry for the stress I am causing and that the last thing I want is to be tube fed.
I hate this condition and what it is doing to my family
smirfy

Lol:
Of course. Who is them? The most positive thing is that you WANT to eat normally. You have just said some incredibly strong and powerful things. You want to eat normally, it is very hard for you, and you are sorry for what it is causing your family. This is very difficult and you are going through some awful distress. How did this develop?

smirfy21:
My mom mainly she means lots to me as we have been through a lot within the past three years.
I have been bulimic for longer than I can remember, I hate it and I really wish that I wasn't stressing my family out especially as I also suffer from bipolar aswell as bulimia and It all kind of came out at the same time.
If I could end of all this then that would be great but its going to take me years to recover and even then I am still going to a bulimia sufferer.
Today has been realllllllly hard. Their really isn't any reason for my condition it just comes on and comes on strong, I find myself rocking, binging and desperate to stop myself from vomiting it all up.

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