Hi Craig
I think its when i have to go somewhere and drive there esp. if i don't know the area well. I get a bit panicky and feel lost rather, and it can stress me out. like driving to the airport for example. When i was in my teens and 20s i didn't really go out all of the time, partly because i didn't have the money to actually do it and secondly i didn't have a great deal of money to throw around.
I am a bit of a PC nerd type, playing games on a commodore 64, spectrum, Amiga, Atari jaguar, SNES, playstation , you name it. I did go to the cinema when ever the opportunity came around every now and again. I learnt the guitar and still play it as a hobby. Whereas my elder brother is out all the time , going to friends, going the pub watching his local football team, always always socialising . Basically the exact opposite of what i am personality-wise . He never understood that id rather stay in and play Crysis 2 or whatever instead of going to a football stadium, the pub and so on. Consequently he never understood my dark, depressed persona, the reasons why and so on.
I honestly don't think my dad did either. I really think families suck in times like that.
I don't think many others did except the ones who had gone through it themselves. In my younger years i always thought it was my chronic shyness and social anxiety as a result.. I would of hoped that i would of gotten over that by now. But i am who i am, and that's it , like it or not, and I seriously doubt it will change. Perhaps i just 'think' too much for my own good, who can say?