How are you feeling today?

[doublep]

To be honest, there is only 2 things stopping me from just ending it myself.
my mum and brother, I mean too much to them specially after losing his dad.

[cornish]

Cornish. You ok?

i wont answer it

[Alstare1974]

Ok. Well ou know where I am.

[Holykimura]

Hope you all are doing well, hold it together, I have had some of my darkest days last week and today I feel good, I know dark days will be with me again but life is ours to live and we must fight our demons that plague us all in different ways, fight till you can't bare it and then fight some more, we all deserve to live fulfilling lives, we all should deserve medals for what we go through every day, we deserve to be compassionate to our selves.  &*(

[Zaf]

Tired, irritible and p!$$ed off, hoping it will improve as the day goes on!

[doublep]

Hungover and my arm hurts.

[Glen53]

Hugs to you all.  &*( 

I hope everyone stays safe and well, especially with the weather.

[Zaf]

Thanks Glen, we have sleety rain falling atm, I have to go out shortly but not far and should be back by eary afternoon so hopefully it wont be freezing or snowing by then and it will still be light

Hope you have a good day too xx


Thinking of you Paul but no suggestions apart from stay off the drink - I know its not easy but it can be done, I never thought I could manage without alcohol but I've not touched any for well over 2 years now despite desperately wanting to at times

[doublep]

Not normally into drinking unless I'm out on a social night with friends.. well I used to be, but I used to manage a bar so that was acceptable.  Last night was a one of I hope, can't be doing that all the time.

Need to get my head straight this weekend.. need to keep busy as always

[Zaf]

Could you find some sort of project to tackle?

[doublep]

I was building a track car but I lost the lockup so had to give up on that, got plenty to do on my car but the weather isnt the best todo it outside this time of year... I do have some xmas shopping to do this weekend, not looking forward to that though due to the amount of people, hate shopping enough as it is.

[Zaf]

Thats a shame, its definitly not the weather to be doing things outside   is there anything indoors you could find to do?

I hate shopping too, especially this time of year.

Have you any pics of your car you could find and post?

Got to put on my Scott of the Antarctic gear and go out into the sleet now, take care xx

[doublep]

Oh just looked on my calender and realised I'm off to a "Xmas Meet" for a car forum I am apart of on Saturday night, so that will give me something to do, 100 mile each way drive and a meal 

Have many photos, will have to sort some out.

Xmas shopping is the worst thing ever, people pushing and rushing around, queues, people standing around you, argh I hate it when people stand behind me.

[Zaf]

Thats great :)

I hate shopping at the best of times but this time of year is a nightmare

[Lol]

Hi everyone. Can't manage much. Thinking of you all pretty much all the time but can't manage to post much I'm sorry, I know you understand. Just needed to say if nothing else; Cornish.. If you don't stop deleting things and just open the hell up I;m gonna kick your butt.

Can't do any more. Thanks everyone for your incredible support your messages have meant a great deal to me. I will be back.

Lol xx