How are you feeling today?

[joethfc]

Emotional, feel like I'm full of hormones or something. Things that never normally seem significant are triggering strong emotions - vaguely positive, like nostalgia or a happy memory. I think this is a side effect.

[woozywoo]

Hugs for everyone.  *()

just fed up of feeling like this. It lifts for an hour maybe,then its back again. All my family know,but I do feel as though I am acting ok and happy for them! Its bloody exhausting. Was hoping 2 go back 2 work in Sept,but seeming less likely by the day!

[CharleysAngel']

Sore throat, never seem to be able to get rid of them

Hugs for everyone who needs them today xxx

[Zaf]

I'm convinced a sore throat is a symptom of stress and/or being run down IceLolly

Z xxx

[CharleysAngel']

I agree Zaf, will get my doctor to take another look at it when I see her Tuesday, hoping she might be able to give me something seeing as I have them so often. Normal sore throat remedies don't seem to have much effect

[Owl]

Exhausted

[Zaf]

 %^%

[Owl]

THanks Zaf

Really not very well. Going to ask for some help. I feel like I'm really not coping on my own.

Fox
X,l

[Zaf]

Thats a good idea fox, there are times when we cant do it alone and need help  %^%  xxx

[peaches]

Alone and Lonely

Is it harder to deal with when you live by yourself?  I'm not sure, I've lived with someone and it was hard for them and they actually had depression (although not treated) but it wasn't till be broke up that it really got bad.

Now i live in work accomodation and i am by myself as soon as i get out of work until i go back into work - i have found myself working late nights (albeit myself) and going into work on a Saturday day (also by myself) just to keep occupied.

Woke up for a snooze so depressed and just had a meltdown in the toilet when great waves of despair came over me (i never actually thought until i had depression that 'waves of despair' was a real thing but it is).  I have been sobbing by myself in my room for an hour and i just want to pick up the phone to someone anyone and tell them that i love them and that i am so very very lonely and need someone to be with me right now but i dont want to infect anyone with this and how can i put that burden on someone else.

so instead i came on here andits made me feel better for a little while but now its hitting me again as i type - really does anyone ever ever get over this forever because i am so tired and so alone

[Zaf]

I think it lurks in the background ready to strike as soon as we have a life crisis or prolonged period of stress

[Ezel]

Tired, fed up, got a headache and feel like knocking three childrens' heads together AND they're not even mine  :vik:

[peaches]

Pip LMAO so true, so glad i dont have kids around me at the mo.  bless the buggers  "£"

[Sweetpea]

Brings back many memories Pip . %^% %^% for Peaches & Fox. X x x

[Ezel]

It's only 9.10 am and the 3 year old is already on his 2nd time out   "£" and he could be sitting there for an hour as he is very, very stubborn and he KNOWS he's in a time out until he says sorry  "!+