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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #4980 on: May 08, 2012, 08:15:29 PM »
Rant away, no one minds. I get terrible anxiety, it's just awful and if anything goes wrong, no matter how small, it really spins me out.

Really feel for you, the idea of having to talk to people would be my worst nightmare.

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #4981 on: May 08, 2012, 08:46:12 PM »
I just came home and sat on the sofa trying to not cry, my boyfriend is all what's the matter you were fine yesterday, i cant explain how there are bad days and ok days, i've decided to up my meds from today instead of waiting out the week i just cant take it anymore, when im ok im ...alright i guess but when im sad im self harming, an dlying to my boyfriend about it i cant do it, when i spoke to the dr she sakes if i was suicidal and i said no because i was having an ok day, but on a bad day....

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #4982 on: May 08, 2012, 08:51:30 PM »
I have those feelings to and then feel guilty for having them. It's hard for those who don't suffer to understand how depression makes us feel. I was lucky in a way that my husband had suffered in the past and knew what it felt like, but when I was diagnosed bipolar he didn't know what to expect.

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #4983 on: May 08, 2012, 08:54:34 PM »
Depression is a horrible illness and its so hard to explain to others how we can be ok one day and so down the next.  I was also lucky my husand has not had depression but was sympathic with me.

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #4984 on: May 08, 2012, 09:56:36 PM »
My boyfriend does try to understand and he is so lovely but i think it's difficult for anyone who's not been through it to really understand, loved ones see you being 'ok' one day and think 'Oh well she's fixed now' and done understand that it's an ongoing battle, i hae to hide the self harm from him because i cant handle the disapointment in his eyes, and the worry, he's under a lot of pressure at work and i dont want to make it worse, every time it happens i feel ashamed, and disapointed in myself, I cant handle that from him too.

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #4985 on: May 09, 2012, 06:14:03 AM »
Very very tired despite sleeping reasonably well, not sure if its the virus or depression :(
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #4986 on: May 09, 2012, 08:14:24 AM »
 &*( &*( &*( for you Zaf. 

Thinking of you.

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #4987 on: May 09, 2012, 08:21:47 AM »
Thanks shaz

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #4988 on: May 09, 2012, 11:25:34 AM »
Feeling very alone today :'(

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #4989 on: May 09, 2012, 11:46:14 AM »
&*( &*(&*(
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #4990 on: May 09, 2012, 02:34:23 PM »
Numb  :'(

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #4991 on: May 09, 2012, 04:40:32 PM »
Relieved but a bit guilty
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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #4992 on: May 09, 2012, 06:27:32 PM »
Tired from the gym.  But good tired.

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #4993 on: May 09, 2012, 06:32:25 PM »
Thats great to hear shhaz :)

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Re: How are you feeling today?
« Reply #4994 on: May 10, 2012, 02:58:47 PM »
tired and down :(
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