How are you feeling today?

[CharleysAngel']

Thanks buttercup x

I just feel so lonely and miserable curled up on my bed all alone

[Buttercup]

Icelolly, I've been where you are. I feel for you xxx

[CharleysAngel']

Thanks buttercup x

I'm scared, I'm scared that I might have somethinf really wrong with me. I could have throat cancer or a brain tumour or ovarian cancer and I don't even know it. I could be dying and I don't even realise. I don't want to die yet

[Buttercup]

Icelolly, I'm not an expert but as far as I know. The results of your blood tests would be abnormal if you had those things.

I always worry about things like that constantly xxxx

[Sweetpea]

 &*( &*( &*( ^&^ ^&^ &*( &*( &*( cyber hugs for you icelolly.

I always think the same, you are not alone.  As buttercup has said the blood tests you have had would rule anything nasty like that out I am sure.

You always have us here.

S x

[CharleysAngel']

Thanks guys, means a lot, I think I would go mad with worry if I didn't have this forum xx

[Buttercup]

Thats what we're here for xxxx

[KateG]

Thinking of you Icelolly, i know it's hard but try not to diagnose yourself on the Internet, you will just worry yourself more &*(

[Zaf]

Its so easy to think the worst Buttercup,  I was horribly ill for almost 18 months before it was discovered I had lots of food allergies and sensitivities,  I was thinking all sorts of ghastly things but it turned out to be relatively simple in the long run.

We will support you xxx

[Sweetpea]

Feeling better today, have been feeling quite low the past couple of days, think its all the talk of the operation on my back.  Just felt numb and quiet.

Been out in the garden most of today with Craig, potting up etc.  Just watching the Grand Prix which we recorded earlier.

Hope everyone has had a decent day.

 &*( for all who may need them.

S x x

[Buttercup]

The news of the operation is bound to knock you a bit Shaz, it's a big thing to have to go through. 

Enjoy the Grand Prix, I won't tell you who won 

[Ruth]

For you Shaz  &*(  Have a good evening.

[Sweetpea]

Thanx buttercup, been trying to avoid result all day, anyone we saw was being told 'don't tell us the result'  .

Trying not to think about the op to much, but can't help worrying, thats me all over  .

Thanx Ruth.

S x x

[Zaf]

Its only natural to be thinking about it shaz! Glad you're feeling better today :)

Z xx

[Zaf]

not good at all