How are you feeling today?

[CharleysAngel']

Its the most horrible thing when you find out that the boy you thought really cared about you and wanted you to have sex with him only a week ago has been seeing another girl behind your back for a month.

[Buttercup]

A very horrible feeling Icelolly, you just have to think, well if he's like that, he's not worth it.   &*( &*( &*(

[Sweetpea]

 &*( icelolly, he doesn't deserve you if he carries on like that.  You deserve someone much better.

S x

[CharleysAngel']

His new girl is a lot prettier than me. I know I'm not pretty at all that's what makes me upset

[blockdata]

His new girl is a lot prettier than me. I know I'm not pretty at all that's what makes me upset

Im sure thats not true! Sadly alot of guys will do this, as will girls (which used to be the case with me but now I seem to be so repugnant noone goes near me in the first place!)

But my point is, dont let other people define who you are, just coz some jerk messed you around doesnt mean that is all you are worth, what you need to do is kinda feel sorry for the guy, he has messed up an opportunity to have an awesome girl friend(you).

[Buttercup]

For you Icelolly  &*( &*(

Well I wasn't awake for long periods of time in the night, it was very restless though.  Otherwise much the same as yesterday.

[CharleysAngel']

Thanks Buttercup x

And blockdata, I'm sure your not repugnant at all! Xx

[KateG]

 &*( &*( Icelolly, he's an idiot and you're worth far more x

[CharleysAngel']

Thanks Kate,

I'm just angry because he lead me along all the time when he was seeing someone else.

Feeling really tired today too

[Zaf]

So far reasonably good, done a fair bit in between periods of rest, I think my next task is to find out the best way to manage my energy so I can do some of the tings I want to but not tire myself out...

[Sweetpea]

If you find the way zaf, let me know please  .

I am ok today, my legs have been really painful, really bad in the night, the injections I had in my spine are definately wearing off now.  Still I had a month free of pain.

Hope everyone has had a reasonable day.

S x

[Zaf]

I certainly will :)

Sorry to hear your legs are painful, is there anything you can take to ease the pain?

Z xx

[Sweetpea]

Started to take the codeine I have been prescribed by my dr again today.  Really don't like taking painkillers but when its like this I have no choice  .

Seeing the consultant in April to discuss what the next step is, an artificial disc was mentioned before.  The nerves are trapped as the disc has gone  .

S x

[Zaf]

Thete's no point being in pain if you can avoid it and April isnt a long way off, I didnt realise it was possible to get artificial discs, is it a big procedure?  OH goes to hospital Monday to see if he will be allowed to have his hip replacement, they've been telling him its not bad enough yet despite him hobbling around in pain

[Buttercup]

Sorry to hear about your legs Shaz, hopefully you'll get positive answers in April.

Glad you managed to rest Zaf.

Think I might drag the family on a walk tomorrow as long as it's not raining !