How are you feeling today?

[oxocube]

After having a great day yesterday visiting work.

Today has been bad,very low and crying a lot.

Also, having dark thoughts again.

Partner dragged me down town, we bought a slow cooker,one of the little ones for 2 -3 people.
Will give it a go tomorrow.

Seeing the doctor tomorrow,so hopefully will be able to go back to work next week.

Both dreading it and looking forward to it at the same time,strange.

Very little energy today, not very motivated,I hate it, I hate being like this,its like a living hell.

I just want to be my old self again, one day I hope.

Keep thinking about doing myself in, it keeps going around in my head today.

Eyes so sore, not sure why.

Sorry for being so down.

[Ezel]

Tired, fed up, want to cry and wish I could go to sleep and never wake up as I'm tired of living.

[Munchroom]

I quite often feel after a day of doing something nerveracking or big that I am very low and drained oxocube.

You did a big thing yesterday - it must have taken it out of you! Do you feel under pressure to be back at work? If you feel you need a little more time then don't be afraid to tell your doctor that, its best to wait until you feel ready rather than go back too soon and then be off for longer in the long run.

My eyes get incredibly sore too - I tend to put it down to crying and constant tiredness.

Well done for yesterday  *(*

xx

[Munchroom]

Oh Pip  Whats happened? xx

[Sweetpea]

 &*( for you pip and oxocube.

S x

[Ezel]

Hubby does webdesign and made a mistake of offering to do a website for someone we know at church for a cheap price for that reason.  Up until the weeked he was happy with what hubby has done and he knew both of us have worked hard on it.  Since the weekend he has been rude, nasty claims that everybody he has shown it to thinks it horrible and he claims a 5 year old could have done it.  Everybody we know who has seen it likes the website and we know they have told him as they are mutual friends.  The past week he has really got me down as we have both done everything he has asked us to. 

[Munchroom]

Thats horrible Pip  people can be so incerdibly cruel. I wonder what made him change his attitude so suddenly?

Sometimes I feel that if someone is horrible to me, I can just about bear it. If they are horrible to Chris or any member of my family then it is 10x worse and actually upsets me more.

I'm not surprised he has got you down. How does your husband feel about it?

xx

[Buttercup]

Oh Pip that's awful .

I agree with Munchroom, I also get far more upset and angry if people critisize or don't appreciate my hubby.

For you  &*( &*( &*(

[Glen53]

That sounds like a nasty thing to say.

So sorry to hear it has upset you Pip. People can be so insensitive sometimes and if he is not so happy, maybe he should do it himself?

 &*( for you.
 

[KateG]

Pip that's a really horrible thing to have happened, what an ungrateful man he is.

Oxocube, hope your appointment goes ok tomorrow and that you feel better.

&*( for you both

[Pistol Pete]

Pip,

you gotta analyse that. an insecure guy (gal) references that a child could have done the work?!? what gives?

PP

[Sweetpea]

Pip what an awful man.  No wonder you are hurt.  I agree with what others say if anyone is horrible to my hubby, children or someone else I love it hurts all the more.

 &*( for you.

Take care

S x

[Glen53]

Morning all.

My thoughts are with you today, especially Alstare Zaf supportme and Pip. I hope you all feel a little better today.

[Glen53]

Thats too cute for this time of morning, but its the only group hug i could find

[Zaf]

it made me smile glen, thank you  :)


feeling a touch better this morning as I slept a tiny bit better, so fingers crossed with a few more nights taking something to help me sleep and a very restful weekend I might keep improving a bit