How are you feeling today?

[Munchroom]

I've been advised to try pinching myself or snapping an elastic band on my wrist - I don't know if you have tried either of those? Obviously nothing when it comes to Self Harm is 'ideal' but they certainly pose less risk and cause much less lasting damage than scissors. xx

[Rycing]

Supportme, the Samaritans will have heard this from others and will not be shocked. If you feel this bad, it might be worth phoning them. xx

[Sweetpea]

 &*( for support me and icelolly.

Support me I really think you should go and see your gp and tell him/her how you are feeling.  We are all here to listen and try and help you, you are not alone.

S x

[supportme]

Shaz, I'm scared

[Sweetpea]

I know supportme, I have pm'd you.

Its normal to feel scared, this illness makes us feel out of control.  Just keep talking to us and we will support you through this.

S x

[CharleysAngel']

Thanks Munchroom and Shaz x

Supportme, we are all here for you. Your not worthless, you are just as important as everyone else and your life is just as valuable. This horrible illness makes it so hard for us to see that sometimes. Although you may not feel it now people do love you. You will one day find the perfect person for you and you will be happy again. You can get through this, thinking of you xxx

[supportme]

I hope you are right, IceLolly. I just feel so stupid right now. . I've made so many mistakes.xxx

[woozywoo]

Worst day for a very long time 

[Alstare1974]

Worst day for a very long time 

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[woozywoo]

Thanx but even an ear lick cant make me smile.   

[Glen53]

Thank you for everyone's reply. I have always had these thoughts, these insecurities. I must have been suffering with depression even before I had anorexia (6 years ago).

I have a CBT telephone consultation tomorrow morning, 9.10am, then seeing my gp in the afternoon, to get another certificate. I can't work. I haven't been offered a counsellor or anyone to talk to. I did see a private lady before, my ex boyfriend paid, but that went wrong.

I don't want to call anyone and tell them I want to die.

Why would I want anyone to hear me say it. It was hard enough saying it to my dad without screaming with tears.

I'm so messed up in my head.

I'm not doing it. No more.

I'm sorry everyone.


It's just not worth it. I was never meant to be born. I will never find true love. I've had some absolutely rubbish friends. I just don't get it.

I'm sorry.

Im so sorry you feel this way.

Please keep talking to us if you can, we care about you.

 &*( for you my dear. I really wish I could take away your pain.

[Buttercup]

We're here for you supportme  &*(

[Alstare1974]

Feeling down. Worried about the future. Feeling worthless.

[Alstare1974]

Maybe the world would be better off if I wasn't in it x

[Pete]

Hey Alistaire, wassup mate? Anything particular happen or is just one of those days? I've been having a rough time of late so appreciate your feelings. Fancy a chat if your online?