How are you feeling today?

[smirfy21]

Today has been a very mixed day. I woke up with a pretty bad hangover however it has been really nice hear all day and I managed to venture into the city and get out and about quite a lot. I am back on meds and beginning to feel the side affects that I get everytime I start taking prozac again.

I am far from recovery and have developed a bit of an attachment to alcohol which I would quite like to not have but I know its something I need to deal with before it becomes one of many problems. I would really like to just get away for a couple of days to somewhere completely different where nobody knows me.

Icelolly my thoughts are with you and I hope you are able to get the help you need/ want its not easy going untreated for so long.
smirfy

[Sweetpea]

This morning have woken up with a really bad headache.  Haven't got that much to do today, so will try and rest as much as I can.

Hope everyone is having a good day and  &*( for evryone.

S x

[Zaf]

I think its a good idea Icelolly, you are entitled to know why your doctor wont prescribe medication xx

[Munchroom]

I'm pleased to see that you can find the positives in your day Smirfy  :) Side efects from meds can be so horrible - sometimes I wonder 'Is this really supposed to be making me better??'

Is there any way you can get away somewhere for a few days? If you feel you need it then it might be a good idea.


Hope your headache subsides soon Shaz. A bit of a quiet day sounds like a good idea  :)

xxx

[Rycing]

Feeling a bit 'spaced out' today, but a bit less worried about things. No energy though.

[Zaf]

I find it takes ages for my energy levels to improve, I'm sure yours will soon xx

[Buttercup]

Feeling better for resting. Mood still low but feel less exhausted  :)

Hope your headache is feeling better Shaz xxx

[Zaf]

Its just started snowing, I'd like to hibernate but have to get some water to the horses in a little while and give them their feed and hay, then hibernation mode I think

[Sweetpea]

Thanx guys, headache subsiding now, thank goodness.  Quiet day went up the spout today  Been to mum's, did her hair  and housework, always do this on a Friday.Then she wanted me to take her shopping, then had a call from youngest son asking if I could take his dj decks to local night club where he is dj'ing for him and a friends own birthdays tonight. So did that, now walking the dogs and then taking mum to get 2 rescue cats, she lost her old cat a couple of months ago and she has been looking for ages to find more.

So will rest after dinner tonight.

Hope evryone else is having a restful day.

Take care all.

S x

[Spid]

Very very tired today - thank goodness for the weekend - oh and numb

[Zaf]

Cold and tired, a bit irritible too, off for a nice warm soak in the bath

[CharleysAngel']

Bit worried saw head of year in the corridor today do asked her if I should go to the doctors before the letter from the school is sent. I really need to go see her again because its getting really hard. But then what's the point of going before the letter from school with all the information in it arrives? Anyway then we got onto the subject of my parents not knowing. She said that its getting to the point now where as I school they have got to tell her. She said that if I would rather the school can tell her for me and that way it will all be explained properly. So I took her up on that offer and she said she is going to speak to the deputy head about it. I'm really scared of how she is going to react. Its not going to be good

[Zaf]

&*(

[Rycing]

Icelolly, sometimes, when something is scarey, the worst part is the worrying and facing up to it is not so bad.x

[oxocube]

Today started bad,the normal getting out of bed problem,lucky my partner bullies me.

However,slept ok last night, only woke up once.

Very cold,so that does not help to motivate you.

Tried to rest on sofa, no luck,mind ticking over on hyper drive as normal.Felt rough,also my partner gets annoyed if I just lay down on the sofa and vegetate.He knows its bad ,and I should keep activate.


Decided to walk into town,its just over 1 mile down a hill,did it in pretty good time.

Need to mix with people,almost started to become a hermit,not a good idea.

Back to work in a weeks time if given ok from my doctor.

That scares me big time, the new commute in London.

Just moved out of London to Luton, the move was one of the reasons I think,that caused my little breakdown,lots of problems and stress.

The walk to the town made me feel better, but now this evening the anxiety is starting to increase.

Just need to relax.