How are you feeling today?

[cornish]

the mental health team called my house phone. i said never do that.  really pissed off about that, i cant answer the phone anymore but mother did and just passed the phone to me. didn't enjoy the call one bit, actually it made me feel a dam sight worse and then i was pressurized into calling my cpn tomorrow.  really worked up now. really dont want to call them, he will call me in the afternoon though, gotta build up to answering that call.

 about to knock my self out with a load of meds.  good night people.

[Alstare1974]

Cornish - sorry to hear you're having a rough time mate. Keep strong.

I spent all last night with my new girl. Had a really lovely time and had lots of fun. Am now home alone and feeling really sad, could almost cry. :-(.

[Lol]

the mental health team called my house phone. i said never do that.  really pissed off about that, i cant answer the phone anymore but mother did and just passed the phone to me. didn't enjoy the call one bit, actually it made me feel a dam sight worse and then i was pressurized into calling my cpn tomorrow.  really worked up now. really dont want to call them, he will call me in the afternoon though, gotta build up to answering that call.

 about to knock my self out with a load of meds.  good night people.

Oh damnit Cornish.  Do you think it might be a consequence of not having replied to their earlier calls to your private line?

[Lol]

Thank you everyone for your lovely support as always. My horrendous mood has everything to do with myself unfortunately. I had bad dreams last night about my ex and I can't shake the feeling today.

Fortunately I countered it by going to see 'the iron lady' with friends tonight followed by some dinner, which was lovely and gave me a bit of a boost inspite of my self, but, I still feel spooked by it. I know is stupid but It has knocked me back considerably. 

Thanks all but I am just a love struck fool and have nothing to worry about in comparison. 

[Alstare1974]

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[Alstare1974]

It's 2am I'm wide awake and I feel really low. I hate the post high crash.  "£"

[Zaf]

It is miserable Alstare but on the whole things seem to be looking up for you so hope it doesnt lat too long xx

[Zaf]

Didnt sleep too well ( apart from needing some paracetamol, drinking gallons of liquid has its consequences!),  but I do think the cold might just be a tiny bit better.

Unfortunately I have no choice but to work this morning but I shall try to have another nap this afternoon

[CharleysAngel']

I can't get out of bed, I feel like I have been run over by a truck

[Zaf]

You mean physically?

[CharleysAngel']

Yeah, my whole body hurts so much. I look like death warmed up too and I have to go to school

[Sweetpea]

 &*( For you all.  Glad you are feeling a bit better today, lets hope your cold is on the turn.  Do you have to go in today if you feel so bad icelolly?

Woke early today, didn't sleep great.  But i'm not too bad.

Take care all

S x

[CharleysAngel']

I'm sorry you didn't sleep too well Shaz

Yes I do have to go in today. Mun says I'm not ill enough to stay at home (I think my leg would have to fall off or something for her to class me as ill enough) but I am off tomorrow anyway because I'm having my blood tests done.

[Zaf]

Yeah, my whole body hurts so much. I look like death warmed up too and I have to go to school

Sounds as though you have some sort of bug, pity your mum wont let you stay off school, sounds as though you might need to

[doublep]

Back at the dreaded boring work.

Just lost my temper as Ive had to deal with about 150 idiots for the first 2 hours of work.  Cannot be bothered.

Also, I'm a little miffed with how when you ask people how they are (friends..) they just give an answer and don't ask how you are.  I give up.