How are you feeling today?

[Alstare1974]

Feel very lonely, feel like the only people I have regular contact with is this board. I feel very rejected when people aren't around or replying to messages. Irrational I know.

[danbob]

having an ace day.... gotta love the highs... bouncing off the walls really got some quality music on and having a boogie

[Got]

Feel very lonely, feel like the only people I have regular contact with is this board. I feel very rejected when people aren't around or replying to messages. Irrational I know.

I understand that feeling. I have felt acutely alone for a while. It's something I intend to work on, to reduce my loneliness.

[smirfy21]

Feel very lonely, feel like the only people I have regular contact with is this board. I feel very rejected when people aren't around or replying to messages. Irrational I know.

I know exactly how this feels and it can be really really hard when all you want is somebody that cares about you to give you a cuddle or to just be there. I really wish I could give you some great advice and tell you it will get easier, I guess all I can say is that even though its not what you want at the moment we are all hear for you.

do you have some family close to you that you could go and visit for a few days, I know its not an easy time for you but we are hear
smirfy :)

[Alstare1974]

I'm actually living with my parents and quite close to my mum. Still feel lonely though if that makes sense. I check the site about every 30 minutes in the evening. Sometimes way more often :-(

[smirfy21]

  I hate it when you find yourself bawling your eyes out in the shower for no reason, going to start upping my med dose and go see the uni councilor hopefuly it will take the edge off. Also going to go and stay at my dads for a couple of days over the weekend and just have a break from uni work I think I have worked myself into the ground which is mostly why I am feeling so crap.

I will beat this feeling, happy halloween everyone.
smirfy %^&

[Alstare1974]

That sounds like a good plan for you smirfy

[Alstare1974]

Just called the crisis team and left a message for them to call me back. Am not really coping.

[Got]

Alstare....talk...I've been there....talk. What is going through your mind?

[Alstare1974]

In feeling so low and lonely and it's been a rough week for anniversary dates and events. Friday was my soon to be ex wife's birthday, Saturday I moved all my belongings out of the house, today the house sale completed and tomorrow is my first day in court for divorce. Not to mention the police prosecution that's hanging round my neck or the fact I quit my job two weeks ago. I feel so pathetic for crying all the time. I feel so useless and worthless and I feel like I'm losing my mind.

[Got]

Perhaps it will be of little consolation to you that I understand the feeling of loosing everything, having no future, I've even been locked in a mental hospital to stop me from hanging myself. I've lay there in a bed crying, a strong, 16 stone bloke crying in bed like a baby for days on end.....I know how horribly tough it can get....and I am still here, starting to think positive....you have already been tough for so long, in the face of everything, you are still fighting and you can continue to do so, you definatly can.

You still have somethings left, people who care for you, hold onto that and know that the world is a better place for you being here. I truly beleive that.....you will get over this, and when you start to come out of it, you will be glad you held on. You can pull through this state of mind....being alone is state of mind....we are all together.

Keep posting if you need.

Steve.

[Alstare1974]

Thanks Steve. Just feel so  "£"

[Got]

After every thing you have been through it is no wonder you feel  "£". You may feel like you are loosing you mind, but you are struggling to adjust to a shocking situation, it's so dramatic...it is bound to mess you up for a while.....but give yourself the time you deserve, and in time you will adjust and feel better....did you speak to crisis team?

[Alstare1974]

Yeah they called me back. Suggested I speak to doctor about getting a benzo for short term crisis releif when I'm feeling like this and also some sleeping pills.

[Got]

Are you feeling any better? How are you feeling right now?