I'm in the hospital again :(

[Zaf]

Its normal to be feeling like that in hospital Charley    %^%

[CharleysAngel']

Thanks Zaf xx

The doctor has been for my evening check up, she said everything seemed ok, so why won't they let me go home? she said no to sleeping meds, she said that they would make me feel worse when I did wake up and that natural sleep is what I need to help me get well. She has taken me off the blood pressure monitor now and I have had the tube taken out of the IV as I no longer need constant fluids. They have left the canula in should I need fluid later on or painkillers.

I have been tucked up in bed for the night but I'm crying so much, I just want to go home, I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight

[Sweetpea]

(((((big hugs))))) hope you sleep, I can understand you being upset. It was lovely for your Dr to come and see you. She sounds lovely. S x x x x

[Zaf]

 %^%  I dont know Charley, perhaps its worth asking the doctor in the morning  %^%

[CharleysAngel']

Thanks Shaz and Zaf xx

It was lovely of my doctor, I really wish she was here now. I'm lonely and I want to go home. I miss my house and my bedroom and everything

[Sweetpea]

I know. I would be the same. But you need to be well %^%. S x x x x

[CharleysAngel']

I'm never going to be well, I make the slightest improvement and then it all goes downhill again just like today. I could be in here weeks. I don't even understand why I am here, most people who faint and have normal tests are sent home within hours, this is my third night and they have found nothing wrong with me, why am I still here?

[Sweetpea]

They are just making sure they check everything Charley. S x x x x

[CharleysAngel']

They have, they have checked everything, from this visit to my last hospital stay and all the tests my doctor has done everything seems to have been checked. There is nothing wrong, that's it, this is how its going to be now

[Sweetpea]

I am sure its not Charley. Keep trying to feel positive if you can. S x x x x

[KateG]

Oh Charley  %^% the doctors know what they are doing, hang in there and trust them xxxxxxx

[CharleysAngel']

Thanks Kate xx

My tummy feels very bloated and uncomfortable, think I should call the nurse.

[Sweetpea]

If you are uncomfortable then you should call a nurse. S x x x x

[CharleysAngel']

I called the nurse and told her. She lifted my gown and pressed on my tummy, she said I seemed very bloated and needed to been seen by a doctor. I'm waiting for the doctor to come now. I'm scared

[Sweetpea]

%^%. S x x x x