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GrumpyChump

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Confused, alone, frustrated
« on: July 31, 2012, 03:31:21 AM »
Hi, things have become a lot more difficult over the past month, I'm finding that support is pretty much non-existent - through counselling - and through my friends as well. I am having a real tough time motivating myself to do anything at all and its the minor stuff never mind my university work. I have always had problems with sleep patterns throughout my whole life but I've always managed to wake up fairly quickly (within 1 hour) but these days I never really seem to wake up, I'm just there. It seems my bed is my only place of comfort at the minute, but that in itself is a problem as when I 'rest' my mind is constantly thinking, and not good thoughts either. I seem to be getting worse all the time, but I've said this before and it keeps digging and ebbing away. I now have no desire to socialise, to speak with anyone I don't tend to miss anything I see everything as a chore. I can't seem to do anything and it scares me, really scares me. I've had enough

Sorry if none of that makes sense, just praying that this helps me in some sort of way
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Re: Confused, alone, frustrated
« Reply #1 on: July 31, 2012, 05:14:00 AM »
Have you spoken to anyone about this?
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Re: Confused, alone, frustrated
« Reply #2 on: July 31, 2012, 08:26:32 AM »
The symptoms are very typical when depressed, are you on any meds? 

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Re: Confused, alone, frustrated
« Reply #3 on: July 31, 2012, 09:19:11 AM »
Feel for you. These feelings are not nice. Are you getting any help as in meds?  S x x x x
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Re: Confused, alone, frustrated
« Reply #4 on: July 31, 2012, 11:00:02 AM »
I used to be on Fluoxetine and then Propranalol but both made me worse in the fact that it made me numb so self harming became easier if you like. And thoughts of taking this on further became a lot more real. I told my doctors about it and they were going to put me on some more, but I got terrified and stopped myself through forgetting (struggled with this for a long while). I have now been referred to see a Psychologist at some point over next few months.

Buttercup, no I find it really difficult to open up to people because of the response I believe I'm going to get
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