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Buttercup

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Re: I can't anymore.
« Reply #60 on: July 30, 2012, 12:02:49 PM »
Feel for you  %^% %^%

I'm off meds at the moment afar having an allergic reaction to something  :-\  It's proving a little tricky having to deal with the summer hold etc.  While I don't like taking meds now that I'm not I can see how much better I was when I was on them.  Seeing the Psychiatrist again in a couple to month unless I need to before so I will see how thing go.

Are you due to see yours soon?

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Re: I can't anymore.
« Reply #61 on: July 30, 2012, 12:53:31 PM »
Do you think a change of meds might help?

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« Reply #62 on: July 30, 2012, 01:30:56 PM »
Just saw my psych last week. All he did is increase the dose of venlafaxine again to way over what is thought to be therapeutic.

I see him every 4 - 6 weeks since last October as he is quite concerned for me.  Apparently, there are no further drug combinations available to me - I have been trying anything and everything over the past 2 1/2 years.

I am so fragile at the moment that it's scarey.

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Re: I can't anymore.
« Reply #63 on: July 30, 2012, 01:36:27 PM »
I wish I could help in some way  %^%  xx
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Re: I can't anymore.
« Reply #64 on: July 30, 2012, 01:37:45 PM »
Feel for you  %^% %^%

It's nice that the Psychiatrist is so caring, it must be frustrating for him that he can't do more.

Same as Zaf, I wish I could say more to help.
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Re: I can't anymore.
« Reply #65 on: July 30, 2012, 04:40:18 PM »
I can relate....


Home isnt a home right now..... no peace, no space of my own, were living with my other halfs parents.... im search for work so we can move out and getting no where.... his brother and sister always have three friends round each so theres never peace.... his sister does noting to help with house work.... im left to it all... theres so many thigns we want to do which we cant till we move out.... and it dsnt seem to be happening..........

my depression is making it difficult to get out of bed in the morning and I just am losing the will to fight it

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Re: I can't anymore.
« Reply #66 on: July 30, 2012, 05:16:29 PM »
Little-Laura - sorry to hear that things are so difficult for you.

Thank you all for your kindness.

Not sure I'm worth saving. I am going to look up the side effects of coming off all my drugs then make a decision. I am an utter waste of space. And extremely selfish.

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Re: I can't anymore.
« Reply #67 on: July 30, 2012, 05:39:29 PM »
You're not a waste of space or selfish.

Please talk to your Physchiatrist before coming off your meds. Xxx

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Re: I can't anymore.
« Reply #68 on: July 30, 2012, 05:49:31 PM »
I agree with Buttercup 100%   %^%  xxx
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Re: I can't anymore.
« Reply #69 on: July 30, 2012, 08:38:41 PM »
Oh Mamalou you are not selfish or a waste of space you are ill.  Its a horrible illness.  Please talk to your Physchiatrist before coming off your meds.

Thinking of you

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« Reply #70 on: July 31, 2012, 03:58:43 PM »
I am so low, slow, exhausted. With the 3 children off school, it's all I can do to manage to walk from one room to another. I called my husband to tell him that I was feeling really really ill. He can't come back from work. I feel guilty. But I also feel a bit cross. I really need some help. I just want to die. 

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« Reply #71 on: July 31, 2012, 04:02:51 PM »
I so feel for you. I don't know how I would of coped if my boys had of been younger when I was really bad. Do you have any family near who can help? %^% for you. S x x x x
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« Reply #72 on: July 31, 2012, 08:23:15 PM »
Oh Shaz. I'm so desperate. There's no-one to ask. I really don't know what to do.  x

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Re: I can't anymore.
« Reply #73 on: August 01, 2012, 09:26:20 AM »
I dont know what to suggest but sending you love  %^%
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Re: I can't anymore.
« Reply #74 on: August 01, 2012, 09:40:04 AM »
How's it going today Mamalou? I know how you feel, I've got 4 under 10's at home so right with you  %^% %^%

If its any consolation, I phone my husband as well i suppose I do it to almost give myself a break every now & then  :-\
It was easier last week, they went out to the garden a lot but it's been raining this week.

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