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Scared I'm slipping into Anorexia :'(
« on: July 01, 2012, 09:29:03 PM »
I'm scared its really happening. I have become extremely self conscious about how I look. I fit into size 8 cloths but everytime I look in the mirror I feel disgusting. I feel really fat and I can't deal with it. I feel I would do anything to get rid of the fat because I hate it some much. I hardly snack anymore and I miss meals more often than ever, sometimes I don't even realise I'm doing it. I can't go through with something else like this, I can't go through with CAMHS again :'(
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough I don't know why;'
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Re: Scared I'm slipping into Anorexia :'(
« Reply #1 on: July 01, 2012, 09:34:58 PM »
Oh icelolly you must talk to someone like your Dr about this before it gets to bad !+_  S x x x x
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Re: Scared I'm slipping into Anorexia :'(
« Reply #2 on: July 01, 2012, 09:42:28 PM »
But she will probably refer me to CAMHS again or write to the school or something. Then my parents will find out and I will have to go through everything again and I can't do that :'(
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough I don't know why;'
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Re: Scared I'm slipping into Anorexia :'(
« Reply #3 on: July 01, 2012, 10:05:15 PM »
I understand what you are saying. But you can't ignore this. You need help with it. S x x x x
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Re: Scared I'm slipping into Anorexia :'(
« Reply #4 on: July 02, 2012, 06:07:34 AM »
Agree with Shaz, you need to speak to someone about this. Xxx

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Re: Scared I'm slipping into Anorexia :'(
« Reply #5 on: July 02, 2012, 10:45:03 AM »
I agree too IceLolly  %^% xxx
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Re: Scared I'm slipping into Anorexia :'(
« Reply #6 on: July 02, 2012, 09:02:18 PM »
Well maybe I will hint at the counsellor tomorrow. Its a bit on and off, I had three square meals today, I do feel bad though :(
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Re: Scared I'm slipping into Anorexia :'(
« Reply #7 on: July 02, 2012, 09:08:50 PM »
Its good that you had 3 meals today.  Good idea to mention it to your  counsellor tomorrow.

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Re: Scared I'm slipping into Anorexia :'(
« Reply #8 on: July 02, 2012, 09:31:45 PM »
I don't think you can put any misguided sense of shame before your health. I know it's easier said than done but don't be a martyr, it's overrated.
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Re: Scared I'm slipping into Anorexia :'(
« Reply #9 on: July 03, 2012, 09:33:51 PM »
I didn't get to mention it to the counsellor today. Didn't get much time because I was late. Maybe next week.

Didn't eat very well today again, no breakfast, a sausage roll at lunch and I small baguette thing for dinner, which I didn't finish.
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Re: Scared I'm slipping into Anorexia :'(
« Reply #10 on: July 03, 2012, 09:39:17 PM »
Sweetie, you really need to eat something proper or you will just feel even worse than you do now. You are gorgeous just as you are. Hope you can tell the counsellor soon.

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Re: Scared I'm slipping into Anorexia :'(
« Reply #11 on: July 04, 2012, 10:02:08 AM »
You really do IceLolly, please tell your counsellor or doctor as soon as you can xxx
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Re: Scared I'm slipping into Anorexia :'(
« Reply #12 on: July 04, 2012, 06:25:46 PM »
Oh Icelolly this is all so hard for you.   %^% %^% %^%

Please speak to someone about this xxx

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Re: Scared I'm slipping into Anorexia :'(
« Reply #13 on: July 04, 2012, 08:03:15 PM »
I don't want to tell anyone. They won't believe me for a start. I don't want to tell anyone and I don't want to eat :'(
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Re: Scared I'm slipping into Anorexia :'(
« Reply #14 on: July 04, 2012, 08:05:23 PM »
You really need to try to tell someone IceLolly xxx
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